Saturday, May 22, 2010
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Memoirs of a Wanderer
I think I need a change of scenery. Seriously. Every time I'm on a plane from Richmond back to Arizona, I find myself depressed or crying. Is it because I really love VA? Or do I really hate AZ that much? Sometimes Arizona is so stifling.
I thought that I would be able to get over the fact that I don't really have any friends in Tucson. My sister did. But I can't. I suppose her and I are very different. I need people around me. CORRECTION, I need the people that I love around me. The only people that I really like here in Arizona are my sisters. That's not enough for me. I am a very social person. And Tucson, AZ just is not the place for me.
Now, I have taken my situation into consideration. And whether or not me not having my car makes a really big difference. Maybe it has a little to do with my unhappiness. But even if I had my car, where the hell would I go? Who the hell would I go see or go hang out with? Yeah, no, it's not me. It's Tucson. This just isn't the town for me. Even my grandmother said she doesn't like Tucson, and she LOVES traveling.
So, I think that in writing this journal entry, I've already made up my mind. I'm leaving Tucson. Probably in the next couple of weeks. Perhaps in the 3rd week of June. That'll give me time to put in my two weeks notice at my job & figure out shipping my car and all of my belongings.
In a way, this is kinda sad. I can never seem to keep still. Oh well, no one said that I had to figure out the rest of my life by age 21. And let's face it, if I'm not happy, then I'm just not happy. And I am far too young to be so unhappy.
So what's my next step in my quest for happiness? Maybe I should decide where I'm going. Do I go back to VA? Or do I go back home to the VI? I'm not sure yet. Decisions! Think, think, ponder, ponder. ...Memoirs of a Wanderer.
-JSC
I thought that I would be able to get over the fact that I don't really have any friends in Tucson. My sister did. But I can't. I suppose her and I are very different. I need people around me. CORRECTION, I need the people that I love around me. The only people that I really like here in Arizona are my sisters. That's not enough for me. I am a very social person. And Tucson, AZ just is not the place for me.
Now, I have taken my situation into consideration. And whether or not me not having my car makes a really big difference. Maybe it has a little to do with my unhappiness. But even if I had my car, where the hell would I go? Who the hell would I go see or go hang out with? Yeah, no, it's not me. It's Tucson. This just isn't the town for me. Even my grandmother said she doesn't like Tucson, and she LOVES traveling.
So, I think that in writing this journal entry, I've already made up my mind. I'm leaving Tucson. Probably in the next couple of weeks. Perhaps in the 3rd week of June. That'll give me time to put in my two weeks notice at my job & figure out shipping my car and all of my belongings.
In a way, this is kinda sad. I can never seem to keep still. Oh well, no one said that I had to figure out the rest of my life by age 21. And let's face it, if I'm not happy, then I'm just not happy. And I am far too young to be so unhappy.
So what's my next step in my quest for happiness? Maybe I should decide where I'm going. Do I go back to VA? Or do I go back home to the VI? I'm not sure yet. Decisions! Think, think, ponder, ponder. ...Memoirs of a Wanderer.
-JSC
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