Accountabilty

So, the road to a newer and better me has begun. I started working out again. Yoga classes. I always feel so amazing whenever I get out if the class. I feel stronger, more flexible. I even feel prettier. Maybe it's because I'm drinking more water too. I started my water diet when I moved here to Tucson. I'm so afraid of the sun and being dehydrated that I drink about twelve to fourteen glasses of water per day. A little obsessive? I know. But I'm convinced that my skin and my hair are benefiting from it. I haven't had a breakout since I've been here. So I'm excited about that. I think that the water has really helped with my hair too. The weather here is so dry. And normally would feel like straw. But it doesn't. Maybe it's the water, maybe it's the exercise,or maybe it's the fact that I actually take the time to really take care of my hair. I condition and moisturize my hair everyday. And I use all natural products. No petroleum or mineral oil. Put things in your body that organic and that your body can use. If you wouldn't put it in your mouth then don't put it in your hair. Just a word to the wise. So that's enough about my health and beauty. How about me mentally? I feel good. I start school in a couple of weeks. I'm really excited about my classes. I'm taking an anthropology class which I am really looking forward to. I'm also taking a fashion merchandising class that I'm also really excited about. I also said that I would read more. And I did. I've begun to read the book, "Why Men Love Bitches" by Sherry Argove. It's okay. It's pretty common sensible. But sometimes the shit we do just doesn't make any sense. And for a while there I needed to use some common sense. So the book kind of reminds me to make sure that concerning men and relationships, I come first. No man, no matter how sexy he his or how good the sex may be, is worth my sanity and self-respect. HUGE word to the wise. So that's just my little update. I'm trying my best to better myself. I learned that when we goals sometimes the reason we don't accomplish them is because we have no way to hold ourselves accountable. So I'm using this, my journal writing, my blogging, to hold myself accountable. Accountability is the word people of America. I'm serious about my life this time. So I will be checking in very often just to make sure that I do what I say I will do. Like I said my goal is to be FABULOUS. And I'm getting there slowly but surely. And I've answered my previous question for myself. "Is it wrong to want everyone to know how amazing I am?" It IS okay to want people to know how amazing you are. Embrace it. You love yourself and it would be selfish of you not to share your beauty with the entire world. If you don't love yourself, no one else will. So there you have it. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. And I am an AMAZING person!